Magic Pushed Me.
Young Magic 2012 By Amanda Innes
My introduction to God, Spirit, Jesus, The Quantum, The……
Minnesota some 7 years ago, I was working with horses and humans helping them find balance and healing. At this time I believed I was doing everything. I was THE healer.
We got up early to go for a horseback ride before my day began. Six sessions that day. A full load and I had not recovered from the days before. I did not know how. It was work and I had no idea what this energy thing really was, protection or really taking care of myself. Needless to say I was pretty out of my body.
I am not a horseman although I had done some training and showing as a young teenager. I do not believe I did it for myself. Has anyone else here done something but it was not for you. Start tapping. Forgive.
Magic is a magical horse and his owner Monica is a wonderful trainer, and person. She was very excited to take me out and about. I was already out. Out of my body, mind and who knows what else. We were going to ride bareback so no stirrups. I had a bucket to assist me up onto Magic. Piece of cake.
I was on the ground. Magic standing stock still. I was on the ground, I do not know how, all I knew was that I had hit my head. Yes, again. If you have experienced concussions you know that hitting your head is not a good thing. It sends you into fight or flight rather quickly. I panicked because I had a full schedule that day. I believe I got back up and we started out but I was worried so we turned back around so I could go get myself together before the day began.
I began doing my work. This is before I was able to work with the cranium, brain or really anything. I was clueless. I believe I started tapping and eh, whatever. Monica walked in and asked if she could pray for me. Have you every clenched your teeth so hard they crack. I didn’t but it was a pretty hard clench.
No. I got it. She left. I was taught that religous people will do nothing but manipulate and cheat you. What the “heck” is a prayer going to do for me. I CAN FIX MYSELF DAMN IT!!! This from the mind of a multiple concussion person. It really does not take much to set off the limbic response system. I really saw myself in the movie Concussion with Will Smith. Why did he have to go slap Chris Rock. :)
Monica has a very healthy connection to God. I very much appreciate that of her. Especially for this next part.
She walked back into the room to put a book away where I was fumbling around with my Low Level Laser and the protocols for concussions. I said “You can pray for me”.
IMMEDIATELY !!
and I mean IMMEDIATELY
I was shrouded in white light. You know the pictures of Jesus praying in the white light? My mom had one. I did not understand. I was in that light.
I said, um, Ok. I get it. Thank you.
That is my introduction to a higher power. Higher Power can and will be whatever it means to you. I will never make any attempt to change your mind. And, if you do not believe, I will not attempt to make you a believer. You are at where you are at and I am where I am. My only goal is to help you be the best you can be physically, mentally, emotionally and perhaps spiritually, whatever that means to you.
Thank you Monica and Magic. You both will be forever in my heart.